Many people say that people dies before it was there time. If you believe in God then you think hes like amazing and can do no wrong. So how could God take someone before there time? No matter who it is, it is there time thats why they passed. People who die from cancer yes it is tradgic but what would you pick? Stay in pain for the rest of your life. Or follow the light and watch over your friends and family for eternity. Yea the people you are leaving are going to morn over you but in the end it truly was your time. So those people who are angry at God and life itself need to remember something. That family member/friend or maybe even aqauntince is watching over you and nver left you.

You tell me you may be leaving again so i ask to see before you leave. You say im not leaving yet so i say can we hangout again. The second time is different for what ever reason. I notice new marks I'm full of anger because you tell me that you did it before i came. I tell you not even to think about doing something while im here you say why. I tell you that because seeing it after is one thing but to see you to do it is much worse. You say okay and i breathe deep and things get quiet. You leave for a little bit and come back with more marks. At that point i just want to scream at the top my lungs and disapear. How could you do that even when i asked you not to. I understand you had the need to but you must have some kind of will power. The next few days are like a blur to me because every hour feels like more. I try to talk to you but you don't answer. I don't know what i did. Is it because i didn't act like everything was okay. I really don't know what i did maybe i asked too many questions. Or maybe you just don't need me anymore. What ever the reason is im sure it's a good one. I just want to say im sorry for what ever I did and that im still here.